these words are from martians.

i talked with Panjang. that was the feeling only bois can understand.

yes. i do stupid joke. i did crappy thing.

but do this matter really bother venusian? i never ever thought of it.

what was i thinking? ya. i thought that we are same, but the facts tell me that we are indifferent. i forgot about that. and this indifferent make us, us. make us need each other.

later that night, i read this book. i try to improve myself, after the incident happen earlier. yes. that book remind me of our indifferent. we are all such a selfish thinker. like me. like i do. so i did some research, why?

i want to be a better man, for you. i did not know about you, and what are you thinking right now, but since the day i say that three words, it never be the meaningless words. i mean it. everyone of them.



and i thank : men are from mars, women are from venus.















early this morning, i go to hospital and have a chat with my uncle, and he suggest both of us to read this book.